Today is January 19th, 2010 and it is the last record for my new born daily diary at this website. It served its purpose and time has come to move on. The new idea came up from discussions with Jesus and God revealed on many occasions and in dreams that His Plan is to be different from what "i" have thought "i" "should be doing" in regards to Wind Power technology and new invention... His plan may be completely different and still unknown to me. But my heart and soul conversations with God and every day prayers at the top of the Bell Tower of Prayer have led me to several discussions with Sal, Jeff, Donna, Dan, Larry, Eddie and Edward... definetely i am going through stormy weather of change these days and weeks, the old carcas falls off my shoulders, yesterday i was flying with God wing to wing in Joy and Laughter... once again Lord will adjust my way as He wants me to be, so i am starting the brand new Lord Joy website - dedicated completely to the spiritual ways of Jesus in me, His Love and Power streaming through every cell of my body, so, with His blessing here it goes, the brand new baby for the Joy and Happiness of The Lord Jesus: www.LordJoy.com
January 18, 2010
Every 7 days since 24/11/2009 i continually re-read the book given to me by Mike Hayes shortly after the day i was saved, and i do remember every word Jeff Blackard told me in his truck while driving me first time to His Chirch. All Jeff said gets along with First Seven Days Book, its all there , even thou he probably haven't read this book at all;) But, for everyone who Loves God with his/her heart and soul, the Word comes straight from Jesus, so that is One Word of the One God. Mike, the only one thing, which i would change about "The Next Seven Days" book - add one word "Cycle" at the end of the title. The catch here is that once first 7 days has passed like a charm i thought - "i do not need this little book anymore - i have passed the test - and everything would be perfect now!"... what happened next - i found myself in the concrete cell taking to the God "why it happened? i was vulnerable only first 7 days... what happened to my exam? - i passed, right, God?"... But God said to me: "Rus, your exam never ends, you must CONTEND, it takes 7 days - after 7 days - after 7 days and it never ends, as the Enemy is fool, but has its sneaky ways trying hard to get to you - be alert and Trust Me says God, got it?;)" and He smiles - and i smile - "Yes Lord, i understand now! Thank You Jesus i Love you so much!"
...fasting and talking to Jesus...Love...
January 17 2010
...it is a fight and Jesus Wins, as always! Thank you for the Peace Lord...
16 January 2010
These days are so difficult and intense on struggle with the Enemy, who is got mad in that he cannot get to me anymore through tobacco, alchogol or witchcraft channels he was using so successfully all these previous years, and now he is stuck on what worked before Lucifer is trying sneaky ways around to get to me via little things here and there, primarily memories, words, phrases said by ... and he tries to mess up with my memories... . But. Jesus Love Holy Spirit Strenght and Father Lord Wisdom always win! God Trinity keep me strong and standing empowered through this days of sikness ofmy biological body all taken by virus cold and sinus, every bone hirts, headache is enormous, but, i know the redcells of the blood of Jesus are regenerating via Holy Powers and stream refreshed by Fasting (thanks all fruit and vegetables fasting food) so my blood and Lord's oxygen rush to my mind which works like an array of billions of supercomputwers empowered by Jesus and Lord wins as always! Amen. I love you my dear brother God you are my best friend and you always come first!
14 January 2010
Edward John, my dear King of Norway, is back from Oslo to McKinney! His prayer these mornings are so awesome and powerful. What a joy to attend 7AM Bell tower prayers every weekday and 8AM every weekend and have a priviledge to hear Jesus speaking via Edward, Salvatore, Dan, Jeff, Peter and other brothers and sisters. I am so blessed to be part of the Bell Tower Ministry. Thank you Jesus i Love you!
13 January 2010
Sick, weared, weak...i've spent all day in bed cold as an ice... hot tea helps a lot... reading The Shack and The Bible... All of the sudden i found myself writing this: 
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 TO ALL!
January 12 2010
Fasting...
Standing Strong when Weak, Cold and Sick...
Smiles on top of the Bell Tower 
January 05 2010
I was lucky to get some nice pine wood planks for free from a friend, and they were very handy to build my new computer office deck for all laptops, books and printer. Here go some photos and video of Jesus plan in action for the beginning of New Year at the new place in Karl's home where Sal helped me rent a nice room:
video is on youtube watchthink of how it was built;)
New Year 2010!
Pre - Xmas and New Year's Party at Karl's! It Was Fun with a Magic Saints of Rain Forest Valley Super-Truper Smoker Machine!!!!!!
December 24, 2009
Adriatica Friends - Texas wildflower ranch - open space place
where horses feel free -video 1 - and at the ranch - Rio horsey 2 - youtube 
Decermber 21, 2009
Jesus plan in work - fixing Adriatica Skylift Crane
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Adriatica Jesus Sculpture is 300 years old, Jesus palms were damaged by shell fire during WWII, Jeff Blackard brought this masterpiece of art from Italy, now it is embedded upon the front gates of the Bella Donna Chapel
Road to Jesus
This web page shares with the world just a tiny portion of Jesus blessings and miracles coming on me since i became Christian at 7th floor of the Adriatica Bell Tower of Prayer by brother Jeff Blackard Gospel Prayer. i was saved and new born Christian on November 24th, 2009. Jeff Blackard is my spiritual father
Few days later i was Baptized by Lord Jesus personal touch, in Holy Water Rain of my brother's Edward Jone's home shower - Sunday, November 29th 2009. Jesus is close to Edward and guides him through his planned path for 17 years now
December 17, 2009
The shower of African stones in Presidential Suites is very powerful place where African Tribe spirits met with Jesus and Holy Spirit , the way i feel it , with Jesus and the Cross statue on the window establishing the order in the wilderness of this savanna room, hall and shower. If not Jesus statue on the window and cross in the shower the African tribes idols may attempt to overtake the place, but they had to get on their "knees" so to speak and calm down in presence of Jesus Love. I am blessed to take a shower here every morning and every evening.
The ceiling in this Palace is high high high and my Prayer to Lord comes with the hot Holy Water and steams up gliding with the steam up and up the miraculous powerful stones in the walls being heated by volcano energy accumulated and stored in these ancient stones.
I sing my prayers to the Father Creator his Son Jesus and empowering Holy Spirit all together encouraging my prayer song and glory of this new day and in God Lord name sparkling with joy and happiness. This morning Jesus shared with me that i ve been "promoted" to the next level in my childhood-ness - to the level of NO FEAR to face Satan and Devil and be able to fight evil openly and win in the name of Lord Jesus. Amen.
We shared with brother Larry many things this morning in Starbucks, and i really pretty high on Jesus today after two rounds of prayer - first in the shower, and second on top the Bell Tower, yes i am HIGH on Jesus thoday!.., to the degree that some people who do not know me, and we have a honor of Lisa - the Lady from Washington DC - joining us in the tower this morning, so new people may think very strangely about crazy Russian;) but it is OK;) We have had a very nice conversation with Lisa, Peter and Jeff in Starbucks. What a joy to meet and have a luxury of talking to new Christians every day! Thank you Lord!
So i shared with Larry and this then i shared with Mike who asked me where am i at this moment of my new life. I am thankful to Larry and Mike listening to my estimate of where i am finding myself, and more thankful for them tolerating ;) my pretty emotional reaction and brief analysis to the "Betlehem Star" video DVD presentation which we have watched in the COwenAnt Chirch yesterday evening. I have certain strange feeling, an instinct disturbance if you will, about this presentation and my easily question the strength of its origins, even thou i admit Kepler was a great guy, bt, anyways, Larry was "ready" for the things i ve said, but , and i am not surprised, Mike was little bit shocked with the way i interpret the message in the video. Mike i am very high in the morning after the prayer and direct contact with God Jesus, so yes, my opinion at times like that may be "too" strong and even shocking on high emotion;) Mike thank you for taking your time this wonderful morning.
Thanks Jesus Lord who advised me to call Larry and talk to him again , before i would try to "judge" the video, as Larry knows God for 20 years and i only for 3 weeks, so he listened again to my views and advised me to be Jesus-like and treat my emotional reaction to the Betlehem Star video with wisdom and cold mind. I thanked Larry and Lord Jesus for the "second doctor opinion" so to speak, and calm down and decided to wait with conclusions of the foundation "concerns" under the Betlehem Star video, still what i've seen in the Betlehem Star DVD is at least questionable in terms where it really comes from and who is it inspired by? or it is the evil who tries to play a trick on me and blinds me with the wrongly folded prism to look at his video...
At this moment i do not know, so I have to think about it and do more research on it before i could understand...
Well, after all i am a three week new born child, and Jeff, Sal, Edward, Larry and Mike are right - when in doubt - read The Word - The Book - go to the spring and drink from the source - from The Lord... i better do my reading here...
December 16 2009
I called my Mama in Crimea via Skype (by the way my www.skype.com ID is "cashbump" - feel free to call me - it is free), and we talked foa an hour. Shew is 81 years and very optimistic, like a kid. I finally told my mom what happened to me and that i am Christian now born and baptized and my Lord is Jesus. I was so glad she cheered me up (so that you know my mom goes to different chirch.) She told me something i never know before and she will never tell me if i would not become christian. Mom said that my dad (he passed away several years ago and his last place is at the shore of Black Sea - he was a sailor in Navy and he wanted to be close to the Sea) , anyways, she said my dad was christian at the age of 5 when he lived in city of Kronshtadt. Moreover, my mom said that her family name on her mom's side is Vasiliy - the name of her village, which was given to the village two centiries ago by Katherine II on her mission to bring christianity to multi-national people of Russia. So she said all that family secrets - all i had no knowledge of before whatsoever... Lord i love you - Jesus revealed family mystery to me when i became ready for it...
Today i started day trading NYSE again after a long break, as someone, old fiend of mine, asked me to help with her and her relative finance management on the stock market, and i answered that it is about "right" time for some "things" which Lord shared with me, the stock market may "expect" to start happening pretty soon, and one "sign" has been recently shown as Nobel Prize of Peace has been delivered... so, i talked to God about it and Jesus provided me with some insight on what is gonna happen with stock market in the next year, so i am taking the responsibility and agreed and will help this person and her relative to navigate in the muddy NYSE waters. I have the guidance and time will show...
December 15, 2009
I slept like a child in Jeff's Presidential Suites in the Africa manson - surrounded by palms, monkeys, lions, panthers, elephants, African tribe princesses, and mysterious african spirit attributes which i could only wonder what they mean - these magic stones, lion hair brushes, black iron wood frames with masks... i had a dream that i am sleeping with two funny monkeys and they tickle me and each monkey holds a coconut and they are drinking from their coconuts, i cannot breathe and i cannot stop laughing and starting to choke in laughter and they are not stopping their joke and i ask them to stop tickle me and i cant breathe... all of the sudden the yellow spotted panther from the painting on the wall wakes up jumps to me and let me sit on her back and she scares the monkeys and she runs away into the savanna high grass and blue skies getting me away from these dangerous monkeys and from under the darkness of the deep shadow of the palmtrees... i see sun and wind and i feel he hot neck of the panther... i wake up and the panther and her kitten are looking at me from the large oil painting dated 1999...
December 14, 2009
I helped my friend to move from old house to the new house - it took all day, we had two or thee truckloads of "stuff" - he was joking about how americans love to collect "stuff" and carry it from one home to the new home all over the country;))) it was nice full - work load day busy busy busy...
Something strange happened late evening. I've seen the man carrying fully loaded weapons, loaded with 20 and 14 rounds all together (he told me later.) The man was lost and i can tell by the way he looked in my eye - his eyes were searching for Jesus and thats why i happened to be there... I asked Jesus what shall i do? Jesus commanded me to approach the man and gave this man a hug and i did, and we talked and Jesus asked this man, using me as His instrument, Jesus asked the man to take the weapons down and bring them back to his safe place and disarm them and lock them in the safe and lock the rounds in different place, and lock the room where the safe is. The man listened to Jesus and fulfilled Lord's order. Guns were stored in the safe place and the man went to his friend to give her a hug and share warmth of his heart and soul filled with Jesus Peace and Love. I gave the man a ride to the place he wanted to go and we hug each other good bye and he entered the house he wanted to be in.
I went to Presidential Palace Suites, took a hot shower in Africa Stone bathroom and prayed to Jesus thanking him for peace and shelter and went to tight sleep... I love You Jesus - You Bring Peace and Love to your kids. Thank you Jesus.
P.S. Next morning i found TheEarth Globe with light inside in my truck, and strangely enough half of the Africa continent on the globe is not there, well, hmm... and i also found the bag with food behind my driver's seat... The man left me gift and food in my truck... Now I know this man was the Angel sent by Jesus to challenge me, to try me in my new life...
December 13, 2009
Edward offered me, homeless, guest room in his home while his Mom went to visit the motherland in Norway, Oslo.
i lived at Edward's for several weeks after i was born Christian in the Tower of Prayer - that is a miracle right there - remember, i was a perfect stranger to Salvadore, Jeff and Edward, - i was just a bom living on the street, the abandoned one who lived two months in his wind turbine solar energy truck, being chased and searched and questioned by police almost every night in my "suspiciously wired" vehicle, my family still thinks i am crazy, and i am not - i simply Love Jesus
Edward's home guest room is Lord's inspiration
Romeo and Cezario (hiding;) - Edward's UK born kittens having their British passports and visas to the US:) Romeo is a live alarm clock - wakes me up 6AM sharp every morning for 7AM prayer on top the Bell Tower
Discovery of the Pure Love
My path to Jesus was not straight and continued many years of my biological life. There were times when i was trying to commit a suicide, there were times when AntiChrist was setting traps to take over my soul - but Father won't let it happen
since 11/24/2009 I realize why - the Father wanted me to ask Jesus into me and see Him through His Son
He also wanted me to ask Holy Spirit and into my new life to fill me with joy, happiness, strength, and fearless power, same magic power the Lord Jesus was-is-will be operating via same Holy Spirit forever, and so do i, since my new Christian life has began - an endless journey of non stop miracles Father, Jesus and Holy Spirit cheered me with
A M E N
- i was blessed to have a luxury of using Bell Tower 6th floor office, look - gorgeous view - all McKinney and the Chapel Bella Donna and the Lake - the 360 degree view from 3 big windows - and Jesus spread his blessings all over me via his Angel - Jeff - and i am working here while an official owner of the office has not arrived yet, Jeff let me setup the Wi-Fi, laptops and printer over there to complete my work on the Green Energy solar wind vehicle invention and patent documentation. Thank you Jeff, thank you Jesus...
Lord Jesus is in me and i am with Him. i attempt to extend my open heart and soul testimony of my new life via internet fabric complimenting in some way the main powerful spiritual channel opened in me towards Jesus Love by Jeff and Dona Blackard and Brothers of the Bell Tower, and to the Father God, Jesus and Holy Spirit
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Yesterday Jeff introduced me to the Presidential Royal Suites on the bank of the Lake where i am going to find my home for the next two weeks. I could have had a sleep in Presidential Royal Suites, but it was too shoking for one day, so i went back to Edward's place.
It was late midnight and surprisingly Edward and Brenda were awake and we have talked for another hour into the night about many things happening to them and me at this wonderful Christamas Holidays Season of 2009. We talked about all things in the world, suddenly i asked "brenda do you have royal blood in your veins?" It was not me who asked, it was Jesus.
Brenda smiled and i understood she was aware about this question because Jesus told her beforehand i would asked, and she answered without any hesitation or delay " Yes, Rus, I do have Royal blood in me"
I looked at Edward and he does not seem to understand what is going on, whi this... I explained that i am feeling strange for quite a time now, as i have had a vision that Edward will marry the Lady with royal blood. So, i explained, and congratulated Edward and Brenda - the word of Lord came out and the settlement of the vision happened. That all what matters;)
Anyways, i was wakened up by hungry Romeo who was chgewing my finger 7AM - you can check you alarm clock by romeo - 7AM sharp he wants to be fed;) Edward and Brenda woke up and we had a busy minutes making coffee and talking to Jesus asking for a direction for today - another blessed beautiful day in front of us - hat a miracle...
Dan, Sal were on top of tower when i climbed there with my Christams Treee present form Kenzie and we prayed Lord for the new day and for those in need of hep and direction, The gold star on Kinzie's Christmas tree shined bright in the light rays of the raizing Sun and it is beautiful sunny cristal crisp day of December 13th...
I stopped by Starbucks, answered Katherina's email, checked Skype connections, had a porcelaine cup of hot water and rant to the tower - 10AM Sal is waiting for me to go to the Chirch.
Chirch is awesome, gorgeous, there is a wonderful beauty big Chrictmas tree in the middle of the main hall
Sol and his wife introduced me to new friends - smiles and greetings and hugs everywhere. Joy and happiness to jesus is in the air - Jeff and Dona waived me and smiled, - the magic of the Chirch ceremony has begun...
Father Mike served a special session today. I was crying and could not stop. Mike was talking to Jesus directlly, so did i. I had Anastasia's Nutcracker t-shirt with - on me with her name "Anastasia Chernova" on the t-shirt. I prayed for Jesus to remove the memory of what happened from her mind once and forever, i parayed and cried and jesus was listening to me, hearing my request, i was asking about Anastasia recovery...
Jeff offered me to come and share lunch with him and Dona and his Sister, i thanked Jesus and thanked Jeff, but i had to stay alone forawhile to finish Anastasia prayer so me asking Jesus prrayer will be completed at the shining sun...
Sal gave me ride back and he also gave ride to the young gentleman who had Bible in his hand and he was discussing with Sal his testimony which he will be giving next Sunday in the chirch... very serious boy and i felt he went through something in his life...
Sal asked me if its ok to stop at keller Williams office quickly he needed to print some papers, and we went there. We have met his colleaque, and she seen me first time, she looked at my Hope faith Love cross on my neck and she suddenly said to Sal "do you know what happened to my daughter..." and she described it and it was even worse than what happened to my grandauhther... i start crying again.. her story was horrible... and she had no tiers to cry with, she cried all her tier already, she was just telling Sal and me her daughter';s story , Sal cries, i cry,... we stand in the middle of her office and i pray jesus - where are you - you are helping me giving me miracles every day - please help this girl, please heal her soul, heart and her neck which was almost cut by the"nice guy", who did that to her... we talked more and shared our stories... we stopped by a minute, but it was an hour...
anyways... i started my truck waived Sal blessed day and moved on...
Kernel Edd called me and offered to share late breakfast with him at the new place, but i had to complete my job, we agreed to meet later...
i stopped by Starbucks to put this quick note together, and met Gabi and Naille, we have had a very nice conversation, we smiled and friendly teased each our with jokes with Victoria - the day is shiny and nice blue skies are high with hawks flying high upon the lake...
boy its 3:30PM i better run do things i have to complete today - things which Jesus planned for me this Sunday...
Saturday, December 12 2009
i overslept this morning and was half an hour late for the morning prayer. Romeo and Cezario tried to wake me up at 7AM but then romeo made himself comfortable on my chest and cezarion in my feet, and all three of us slept further ;) as i hoped i will hear Edward's alarm clock. However, he forgotten to setup his alarm as i did so we have not had any alarm clocks rang on us whatsoever;) At least i was'nt late for the Heaven book reading by Alcorn, we all this morning listened to today's chapter which described the author's vision of the three stages of the Heaven and the mirrored connectivity between Heaven layers and tiers - it reminded me the "telescopic security matrix" diagram i created for Bank of America together with the security patent application and C# Com+.NET proof of concept several years ago while working with Dianne Beattie
CISSP and christian, may Lord bless her heart, she is my good friend, and maybe time will come we will work together on another hi-tech security architecture invention. Jeff asked me some help with 6 floor office so i am busy and thankful to Father, Son Jesus and Holy Spirit for a tremendous energy and power filling every second every cell of my soul and heart - may you and the whole world have a blessed day
What is this day all about? Miracles continue to happen all day...
An Angel came to me while i was working on the website in Starbucks in the afternoon, and he said "hey Rus ive heard you are getting a room in JaNUARY, BUT FOR NOW TO KEEP YOU WARM lets go and check the place you are given by Jesus for the next two weeks to live at... and we went and see the nice room, in the house, very clean and beautiful, and the Angel said - "Rus, you keep it clean and make sure everything is the way it is - and you can live here for the next two or three weeks"...
Then another Angel text message me to come back to Starbucks, and i am getting a surprise - the Angel's friend Angel gives me 
Angel Kenzie's Christmas tree and a present in a Ho Ho Ho ! envelope... i cant believe my eyes... Jesus your Angels are all around me... thank you Angel Kenzie...i will pray for you so all your dreams will become true...
Friday, December 11
I ve got some painting and home improvment work request from one of my russian friends, Natasha, and she also found several christian folks emails for Jeff, so it was a nice productive day and i worked out $40 for painting...
in the Evening Sal hooked me with Karl, and we talked about a room which may become available in January for a pretty affordable price... and my Angel even steps in to pay the 1st month for me until i will get some work and can pay myself... that is the miracle..
Thursday, December 10
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Edward feel very sick last couple days, but this morning he decided to go on top the Bell Tower despite very cold north wind and freezing temperature. Edward is the first person to ride in my Turbo Wind Solar Truck since it has been built, and that is the sign for my new business, because this truck intended to be the "Lonely Wolf" Shotgun vehicle, and nobody was allowed in it, except God - and Edward has direct connection with Lord, naturally, he , even not knowing the me and my truck agreement, asked to get in, and , no wonder he had a ride this morning! Now, that Chief Priest have had a blessed ride in Turbo Wind Green Power vehicle - i know God blessed my invention and my new born business. Miracles happen every day since 24/11/2009. I love You Jesus.
Tuesday , Dec 8, 2009
Monday, December 7, 2009
I am not using my armor any more. there is no need for it. since there Peace in me.
What armor - well, you have to live in Moscow for awhile and use underground "Metro" every day for at least 2 hours to understand why one has to use armor to survive in this living hell. It is the same everywhere, thanks Dallas does not have underground, but still i was using armor often here too...
As always, since i have had the Moscow experience , i managed to easily distinguish between Jesus Angels and Satan Angels, except the difference is lack of fear now, i am not afraid of the devil empowered creatures would they be embedded in humans or spirits or voices; any more, they have no effect on me now.
But it is just funny to watch them trying hit me and fail - i smile in their ugly faces keeping Jesus safe in my heart, they go away where they belong. Thank you my dear Jesus i love you.
Sunday, December the 6th, 2009
What a wonder is God's plan, what a surprise... Yesterday morning in Adriatica Starbucks, i've meet Raymond King, who invited me to Nick Vujicic presentation in Watermark Chirch in Dallas, and today i was taken by surprise as Jeff and Dona offered me a drive to the same place at 11AM. Jesus not only sent me a message via Raymond, but confirmed his plan for me today via Jeff and Dona.
So here i am in the beautiful Watermark Chirch where may be a thouthand people get together to listen to Nick's word of Jesus, and i am blessed to be among them... There are no words to describe, one has to be there to feel Nick... to get enriched with Love of Jesus via Nick... Thank you Jesus and thanks Jeff , Dona and Raymond for inviting me and managing to meet Nick in person after the service and give Nick a hug and share the wonderful prayer... and discover more of Love of Jesus next miracle happening every day... the 12th day of my new life as Christian...
Nick prayed for me cheering me into new life, through Nick i heard Jesus voice multiplied, amplified, streaming right into my heart, what a privilege brother to share prayer with you... Jesus looked at me through Nick and He handed the Guardian Angel from my palm and into the palm of Megan, nice girl standing next to me, because Jesus knows she needs Angels more than i do, and she needs Angels same as my granddaughter Anastasia needs them all around these girls to heal their pain and become happy and live their lives in joy... one day i will bring Anastasia to the Bell Tower
Jeff and Dona bought me lunch at La Madeline, Thank you Jesus for the food... and i could afford to leave a tip to the waiter;) Day will come my Wind Solar Business will become profitable and could repay all brothers and sisters who feed me and give me shelter these days when i am in need... May Lord bless your heart my dear friends...
I spent the rest of the day in Starbucks socializing with Ricardo, he teaches Spanish running his own business, and and with his friends - everybody know Ricardo;) We talked with Isabelle about her son and about Nick and his powerful message...
Quitting smoking - Sam and Jill helped me not touch a cigarette today as Sam and Jill said "it is all hear - in your head - you can do it!", thanks to my other friends at Starbucks encouraging me that i can do it - just stand strong and quit smoking...
Saturday 5th November 2009
Today i prayed on top of the tower and then worked with Lane and Leo at the tower stairs helping to carry the welding machine and , in addition to my existing experience as a welder using stick welding technique, Lane shared his knowledge of using MIG wire auto-feed welder. it makes an awesome weld, so i have learned new skill and now can weld both stick and wire, wonderful day - Thank You Jesus and thank you Lane for the new skill learned for m a professional welder...
Leo shared his food with me and showed me around the 4-story parking garage which , in time, will be surrounded by the hotel building. Monumental construction and beautiful view to the Lake. Nice day Lord, thank you...
Friday, December 4, 2009
Today is a beautiful sunny morning, there is even ice on the water, i havent seen anything like that in Texas in two years;)
We prayed on The Tower and then listened to the second chapter of the Heaven book by Alcorn. There is something in this book which makes me meditate. Last time i was able to meditate deeply was in Crimea on shore of Black Sea not far from this castle
3 years ago. This morning in Jeff's office on 7th floor this gift of Lord began to slowly return to me. I am happy, as i thought i've lost this gift completely when i was sick for so long, but no, it have been in me just waiting for the right time, right place and right people to surround me. Thank you Sol for feeling my feelings and allowing Lord to take some care of your pain using me as His instrument this morning... Thank you Dear Jesus for blessing me with return of deep meditation and giving me back your healing touch...
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Completed installing Holidays Season Christmas Lights on the roof - what a beautiful view, this house is on the corner and cars are stopping to look at the lights and decorations, Joy in the World, Thank you Scot for letting me do your lights... Thank you Jesus for holding the high ladder and keeping me safe on the top of the roof while it was raining and snowing and roof is so slippery, no fear my Dear Lord...
George let me help with some little work on his local and remote suite and i've seen horses! What a beautiful gracious horses
- they look like they fly in the air when they run... sorry my camera captured only one of them...
Wednesday December 2nd 2009
Jesus worked hard so shall we. He suffered and opened us the way to the Truth and i shall follow. The truth is simple - Love God keep Jesus warm in my heart, let Him shape my soul. Mt part of work is simple - keep soul and heart always clean and not let black forces take over me. I quit drinking and have no desire to. i am trying to quit smoking completely but i am weak on this front, still hit two or three cigarettes a day. But it is progress in comparison to a pack a day which was the case before. Still plenty work to do here...
This night i had a dream about ocean and beautiful boat under the full sail with cargo and two men pushing the boat out sand into the water and two more men running to help them to get out sandy beach and in the open sea. i woke up about 5AM and it was SNOWING!!! and snowing all time we prayed in the Bell Tower and till mid-day! This happens once every two or even three years in Texas;) Jesus showed his blessing to me in the snow!
Jesus, via light meditation in The Tower, revealed to me a vision of the beautiful bronze and silver bell on top Bell Tower. The sound of the bell is charming, full of strong bass voice and with sparkles of silver and gold tenor. The bell voice spreads far away around McKinney this foggy snowy morning and each snowflake dances to the voice of bell tower Bell! Jeff let us listen to the Heaven Book recorded on his computer, this book , its 1st chapter, made me imagine many things and think a deep about future... Thank you Jesus Lord for cheering and encouraging me into a new blessed day!
Today i figured how not to control fear of height - Jesus was holding the tall narrow ladder stretched to the full height and i had no fear! How wonderful what a good sign!
Tuesday December 1st 2009
This morning Jeff and Sol are hitting the road on their way to Galveston. The &AM morning Prayer was dedicated to healing the person in need of healing and good health - Lord Jesus will make it so and the healing happen. Thank you Lord, Thank you Jesus. We also prayed for all those lost to find their way, to let Jesus show them and us the light and the path, for those who are hungry to have food for those who are hopeless to see hope. We asked Jesus to shape us the way He needs and be instrument in His hands to fulfill His Plans. Thank you Father. I prayed for my brothers and sisters of The Bell Tower, for my grand-kids
Alexander and Anastasia and my for daughters Nelli and Aliya
Starbucks morning gathering was blessed by creativity and communication of plans for today. Thank you Father for guidance - with your Light we begin this new day filled with Your energy and all we do will happen in Your Name. Thank you Jesus.
Monday 30 November 2009
7AM prayer on the roof of the Bell Tower was extremely spiritual and powerful. We all prayed, as Edward shared with us, to health and survival of three people diagnosed with cancer, other serious disease and a lady who lost her husband. we and i cried again asking Lord the Jesus to help those who suffer and to guide us to be able to be better instruments in the hands of the Lord Jesus... i asked Jesus to break me to melt me to shape me the way Lord needs to fulfill His mission having me as an extension as an instrument...
I cheered Jesus for an opportunity to let more of his magnificent Light and into the Bell Tower... cleaning Tower windows , vacuum-cleaning, making photos of brothers in work, updating this website... What a wonderful Blessed by Jesus my Lord day... i feel Him in my heart and soul filling me completely .... what a joy...
Sunday November 29 2009
Sun beams touched my closed sleepy eyes... Hush... hmm... what is that sound? Some creature is purring and sniffing in my face. I opened my eyes and see the blue blue eyes of Romeo – beautiful white kitten with gray spots around his ears. He was sitting on my chest, i guess he was sleeping on my chest all night while i was sleeping. His brother absolute white blue eyes kitten Casanova was sleeping in my feet.
That was funny but i thanked Lord as these beautiful friendly cats have kept me warm all night even the window is open and fresh November Texas wind was freely circulating all over the room. I love chill fresh air and at the same time love to sleep warm so i was grateful to these little cats brothers to make company to me this night and keep me warm and also having luxury of their own sleep on top my natural wool blanket. Mutual survival;) so to speak.
I looked to the left and once again was surprised by beautiful oil art picture having all over big canvas the bright rainbow color spots of circles rectangles triangles – amazingly changed and twisted and tangled into alive spiritual something – to me it looks like the Holy Spirit Journey.
Next to the art painting is standing a medium size bronse statue of Lion from one of the gospels of The Bible.
There was a candle and a laptop next to the Lion. I remembered i promised my mom to call her in Crimea over Skype, but her ID was not green, so her PC is currently off line. Well i check with her later.
I looked to the right and smiled – Romeo was sitting next to opem Leadership Bible by John Matthew – a gift from Donna and Jeff – and Romeo was focusing very seriously reading the page i have left open reading before i went asleep... the page Sol pointed me to begin reading the Bible... smiled again - i wish i have had a camera handy – that would be perfect photograph for www.JesusBellTower.com , the web site i've started to put together some information about Croatia Adriatica project and the notes i am writing right now...
In the corner of the room stands big tall mirror – full human height – and this mirror is framed in Christian motive frame. That is Edward's home he shared with me two days ago... that is my home for now... I thanked Lord Jesus and thanked again for the light in my soul and for all these miracles happening to me since i become Christian five days ago, November 24 2009 is my birthday...
The home of brother Edward – former professional football player, and today internationally known singer and evangelist of optimistic Christianity – that is how i feel about his enlightening prayers, his full heart of joy and happiness he expresses in his songs. This minute Edward enjoys sleeping next room and he is lucky not being disturbed as brothers Romeo and Cazanova have chosen to wake me up first.
I guess the reason kittens liked me – yesterday morning i gave them the real turkey, not the cat food from the can, and they expect more today, they both liked turkey very much.
Turkey and blessed food came from Donna and Jeff , their parents and kids. Wonderful family and i enjoyed the Thanksgivings day in their rancho house. It was very peaceful and family warm. After two months of living in my truck, the wind solar aided vehicle, i was missing home atmosphere and enjoyed every minute of Thanksgivings in Jeff and Donna house, that was absolutely wonderful.
Well, both kittens an i went to the kitchen and luckily for them there was some more turkey left in the fridge, so i make it soft and gave to brothers – they start pushing each other trying to get first to their plate, what a funny cats;)
Lord The Jesus baptizes me in the Edward's shower...
my first time in The Chirch ...
meeting new friends in The Chirch...
my first real work for the Bell Tower - letting more light from Lord and into the Tower...
meeting new friends in the Bell tower and in the Adriatica Starbucks
My Dear Father, Son Lord Jesus, Holy Spirit - i am saved
Saturday 28 Nov
Friday 27 Nov
My brothers asked me where i live. I live in my Turbo Solar Truck. And i described my usual night with Police waking me up at least once , normally about 2AM to check my documents and see if there are weapons in the truck. They do their job and it is how it should be , and after checking we talk out of business about the invention and i do appreciate that Police Officers in Dallas are the most polite and understanding as of my experience. Well, my story was about all i need is a driveway where i can park for a n ight and have a sleep in the car so nobody will wake me up in the middle of the night and ask to leave the place... the story ended up with another miracle of Lord Jesus - as Edward simply smiled and looked at Jeff, Jeff smiled back and said "Just a driveway..." and then Edward said to me "Well, here is keys from my apartment, i have a guest room not occupied for the next two weeks... my Mom usually lives in this room, but she is travelling now, .. hey rus, please take the keys and be at home in my home brother..."
Thursday 26 Nov
Wednesday 25 Nov
Tuesday 24 November 2009
Today is My Birthday with Jesus The Lord in my Heart and Soul!
will try to be consistent – that day - step by step...
As some of you know last three months i've been in technologically lunatic state of mind, this happens every time creativity takes over me. It happens when everything else in life goes sort of wrong: divorce, lost job, lack of self confidence, stress and depression. The way out is to invent something new so to speak, some people make new sculpture, new painting, new design of hair-dress, and me invent technology which is new to me and interesting, that way the mind gets distracted from bad thoughts , from thoughts about suicide and such. So, as soon as two months ago i expected to get homeless i decided to built a home-car and equip it with refrigerator, microwave , oven and heater, including water heater to be able to live autonomously in any remote location.
So, i went to the www.craiglist.com and in a week managed to find a low cost 18-year old SUV 4 wheel drive within the remainders of my budget. The base for my future home was Mitsubiuci Montero LS 1991 which had good engine and transmission, but its interior was in miserable condition.
It took me 4 days to rip off everything inside except the driver seat and driver controls, i washed it from the hose with lots of auto-soap and , finally it was nice and clean and drive-able. Good thing is that it had only 141K miles on the odometer, so drive train, thou abused off-road, was in relatively good condition . I replaced some components, put in new starter, fix the front cv-joint boot and the SUV became the carrier truck for my invention.
His name is Friend and oficially it is called a Green Power Wind Solar Array Vehicle, and it would take too long to describe the invention, if anyone interested just email ruspla@yahoo.com or call Skype cashbump for details.
Anyways in 1 months of hard work the proof of concept was ready and became my true off-road home. I lived in it 2 months travelling North of Dallas and testing the design in tornados and storms. It will take several pages to descrie the whole endeavour, including rainy nights, broken blades of the wind turbine, fixing truck in the middle of nowhere- i carried all tools and supply of hardware onboard and continue improving the design hitting the road.
Thanks Starbucks, Market Street and other place RV parks and fishermen parks where WiFi was available and Starbucks coffee and internet kept me going on writing. so i continued to improve the patent drawings and documents. Police Officers advised me on stronger wind areas to test turbine, and I was going further north of Allen and eventually found myself in Mckinney driving on Virginia
Virginia is beautiful street – hills and little lakes, all green full with big old trees and nice architecture. One morning ive discovered the miracle – the Bell tower, and turned into the entrance of the Croatia Village, taken by the hypnosis of the place. It was gorgeous.
I stopped by the Bell tower and get out of the car to take some photos of the beautiful architecture. I am 15 years in texas and never seen anything like that – The Bell tower – it reminded me Europe so much.
And i've met Jeff. He walked off the Tower towards me and we talked. Actually i talked a lot and Jeff listened. He listened patiently about my strange views of the Universe, and, all after all just said "See me when you need me, my name is Jeff" He had Bible in his hand, and i thought he is the Pastor of The Chirch – he Bell Tower. Little i knew at the time that The Chirch is next to Bell Tower and is Called Adriatica Bella Donna Chapel.
Days passed, i was working hard on the patent in the Adriatica Starbucks, and many thanks to folks here who welcomed me and did not laugh too much on the strange guy in the stange Turbine vehicle.
But patent stuck. I needed a printer and fast internet to complete the Prior Art research, and somehow ended up walking to the bell Tower, curious as i discovered very strong WiFi signal around the Tower.
Entered the open door of the Tower and went upstairs. Wondering what is this beautiful monumental building. On the 3rd floor ive met very intelligent looking gentleman, who asked who am i and he introduced himself. He is the Doctor and the Lawyer. He advised me that Jeff is on the 7th floor. He also politely listened about my need and handed me his card. With his blessing i went upstairs and knocked to the 7th floor door.
"Come in". I opend the door and see Jeff, in jeans and tshort, hs eyes were looking through me, like a lazer light, and i felt that he is not surprised at all, almost expected me. It was astonishing, he was seeing through me like i am transparent, and reading everything on my mind.
Two electricians smiled and continued to work on the beautiful chandelier. The office was owesome, full of thin air and bright sunlight coming from everywhere, like the office is all made of glass, desks with laptops, Big Screen Displays, Wifi equipment, big oil paintings on the walls and, sculptures, beautiful Cross and Jesus marvelous painting The Lord looking at me from behind Jeff's shoulder.
I explained my need, and Jeff simply said "Go see Kevin on the 2nd floor". And he continued work on his project.
Wow. That was not expected. I was ready to receive "no" but ive got all i needed. I went downstairs and intoduced myself to Kevin. Kevin smiled and told me password to the wi-fi. He also printed my patent papers and handed them to me on the big size printouts. I was shocked.
Next week i hanged around the tower finishing the research on the fast internet and running to Kevin's office every time to print patent diagrams. Kevin was very patient to my sudden appearings. He also introduced me to the Adriatica 3D architectural presentation and i first time discovered the beauty of the Croatia Community Village from the birds eye 3D view. It was a miracle.
I also continued to work in the Starbucks where all nice people greeted me and gave me excellent coffee and tea. They called me "mr hot water";) Thank you guys for your hospitality.
I slept all nights in the truck nect to Wall mart, thank yoiu Wall Mart for hospitality and tolerance of the stange vehiclke in the night on yoiur parking lot.
Thank you Police officers who almost every night cruized around my Wind turbine'd SUV but would not wake me up and let me sleep. Thank you guys.
Anyways... November 24th 2009 late evening i finished the patent and submitted to the United States patent and trademark office www.uspto.gov. It was accepted as an application and confirmation number showed up on the webpage.
Still i have to pay about $2500 to complete the submission, but that will come later, no rush, the main thing is – it is done.
So i was sitting in the Starbucks, staring stupidly at the confirmation number. All of the sudden i realized i cannot see colors. Worls was black and white. Emptinnes. Ahgain, like 4 month ago the stone of depression and stress got me and i felt jammed under ten ton concrete brick. No future. The work was done and there is notnigh in front of me. Nothing seem real. No sense. No colors.
I started the engine and the truck went on its own. I didn't know where to go. Last night cops were waking me up two times and i changed the place of parking to have some sleep. They got me even on the RV parking because i had no money to pay for the place, but it was not allowed to sleep in the car in front of the RV parking office. Finita la comedia.
All f the sudden i realized the truck takes me to the Tower.
It was getting dark and tower was all in lights like a Christmas Tree. It was a feerical picture . The lights reflected in the water of the lake and played on the wall of the Chapel.
The steel entry door was not closed. I went up to 2nd floor and knocked to Kevin. Door closed. I went up and up and up checking every door – closed. When i get to 7th floor i even didnot want to knock, as there were nobody in the Tower i thought afterall, and folks just forgot to close the down door, but my habd knocked.
"come in". It was Jeff. He was sitting in his chair in front of the laptop – papers papers and folder opened all around him. Jeff looked tired. He looked in my eye and ive realized something important is he doing he is in the middle of important work. But he was looking at me patiently listening to the technological noncense which my mout was speaking, and his eyes lost the light which ive seen before. I understood that whatever i say is 1 milliontth times of his problems, but he patiently listened.
I finished my "patent intro shpiel". He looked in my eye and gave me advice listing several potential sponsor companies who might be interested in my invention prototype.
"the elevator is working now" he said, and turned back to continue work on his project.
Finita La Comedia ...
i approached the elevator in his office and tried to press the call button. My finger could not press the button. I felt the button and my finger are the same polarity magnets and i have no strength to force the finger to get to the button, it would not go in this direction. I tried and tried but couldn't. It was silly funny picture of the strange guy who cant push the button.
Jeff turned to me.
"Do you know Lord?"
"I guess i do" i replied and presented another silly shpiel about my understanding of God.
"Have you ever asked God, Jesus Christ, to come to you?"
"No, why?"
"did you ever asked LORD TO COME INTO YOUR HEART AND SOUL?"
"???????????????????"
Jeff's eyes were emitting blue bright light.
"Have a seat right here"
i took a seat on the beautiful dark wood and purple barhat chair at the sparkling marble conference desk.
Jeff sit next to me on the other chair.
He looked deep into my eye same way he looked first time we've met three weeks ago.
"You have to Ask God to come into your heart and soul" he said looking deep into me.
"?????????? I do not know how to ask...." i looked deep into jeff's eye and seen the whole Universe and all Stars in his blue as the Heavenly Sky eyes...
"Are you ready to do it right now?"
I felt i am sleeping and it is all dream... but no it is not... it is REAL
"Yes i am ready now"
"Lets pray"
Jeff put his hands together and begin the prayer, stopping after each phrase and, therefore inviting me to pray, but i did not know the words...
Jeff prayed, and looked at me
"Repeat after me"
and he began again. I repeated slowly evry word of payer, and my hands start opening towards the big window in the ceiling of Jeff''s office, i felt shining Stars in the skies opened and Lord Jesus looked at me, i felt Him coming and into my opened palms and coming through my veins and arterias, by the stream of blood, like a warm gentle wave, and right inside my chest into my heart and soul, filling me with unknown happy feeling, with happiness and joy...
The Prayer completed. Jeff looked into my eyes deep deep insifde me and said
"You have Lord Jesus in you, Lord is in you and you are in Lord, you are Christian now"
Jeff smiled.
I looked up and realised i can see COLORS! The worls is not black and white anymore – it is wide spectrum colorful! What a joy! I realised i am crying and tears go like a rain from my eyes.
Jeff was crying too.
It was mystery, but it was real, i am Christian and i have God in me.
"There is no way back"
"I do not want any back door to remain, if its there i m gonna weld it with my welding machine, i do not want to go back!"
Jeff invited me to the 8th floor for a prayer. The Tower opens up and into the Skies to all Wind and Nature on its 8th floor. It was miracle and Jeff put the date of my birth on the lime stone of the tower and i wrote my name. Jeff circled the birthday mark on the stone with red marker.
I am officially born Christian with a new record in Lord's birth certificate book. Thank you Jesus! Thank you Jeff!
My father passed away several years ago. Jeff become my Spiritual Father in my new life.
"Tomorrow 7AM sharp - we will be here for Morning Prayer" and he smiled, is blue eyes were shining.
I left Tower full of joy and happiness.
Half an hour later i found myself standing in front of coffee bar register inside Market Street at Eldorado. All of the sudden a girl and boy, brother and sister, 7years old reached in front of me to reach to the Market Street Cafee stand loaded with Christmas cookies: Snowman cookie and Christmas Tree cookie
, they laughed and talked about cookies, and the boy turns to me , grabs the Angel on my neckles and says , lookin in my eye "What is your name?"
"Rus" i smiled
The girl steps in fronnt of her brother and sings"Happy Birthday to you Happy birthday to you"!!!
Me shocked, speechless...
kids ran to their Mom and leave the store.
And it is my birthday!!!
I believed God is in me and it is true sign of Jesus cheering me in my new life...
Market Street internet was down, i drive to closest Starbucks at 121 and Forest and send Jeff an email:
That night i slept like a baby, literally, parked at Walmart at 75 and Spring Creek and cops did not woke me up 2AM, as usial - another sign of Jesus taking care of Rus newborn at Adriatica
